Hello Haneul Jang: Thank you for bringing your concern here to PC.
I see this is your first post. So... welcome to Psych Central.
Here's a link to the BPD forum, here on PC, just in case you haven't already found it:
https://psychcentralforums.com/borde...lity-disorder/
You may also find the depression forum & the bipolar forum to be of interest:
https://psychcentralforums.com/depression/
https://psychcentralforums.com/bipolar/
You wrote that you need to hear opinions with regard to stopping school for this year since it's not helping your mental state right now. I'm not sure how useful anything I might write here can be. My personal opinion is this is really something you probably need to be talking through with a counselor or therapist of some sort.
From what you wrote it sounds as though you've been seen by a couple of different doctors. Plus you have a school counselor. However it doesn't sound as though you're seeing a psychologist or mental health therapist on a regular basis. And since you've had all of this mental-health-related difficulty, it seems to me seeing a psychologist or therapist on a regular basis would be crucial. And it would be with that person that you would want to come to a conclusion regarding whether or not to continue with school this year.
I don't think I, or anyone else here on PC, is going to know enough about you to offer any really useful advice. With all of that said, though, is there any possibility of you completing your studies on-line as an alternative? Personally I would hate to see you stop school this year if it isn't absolutely necessary. However if school is aggravating your mental health status & you can't get any more & better help than you've had, perhaps stopping is something to consider.
Here are links to 7 articles, from Psych Central's archives, that (hopefully) may be of at least some small help:
Techniques for Teens: How to Cope with Your Emotions
8 Tips for Teenage Depression
https://blogs.psychcentral.com/blog/...lls-for-teens/
https://psychcentral.com/lib/top-10-...-habits/?all=1
https://psychcentral.com/lib/stress-...dium=popular17
https://psychcentral.com/disorders/b...ng-with/?all=1
https://psychcentral.com/blog/6-gift...lity-disorder/
I hope you find PC to be of benefit.
