Miss Laura,

You are not annoying anyone!
I'd be very concerned if you disappear from here when you are having a tough time.

I am wondering if your decision to stay away, for now, is what may cause some misunderstanding with people irl?
Friends step up and are supportive when you need support. We are here for you and you are choosing to isolate and/or to withdraw from support offered here.

We are here chatting on this thread with you because we want to chat with you. We want to be here for you. We would not return to this thread, otherwise.

No need to isolate from people being available to you!