I’ve ALWAYS wished I finished college. I wanted to be a therapist. My psyd says I can do it and others do too but I can’t even successfully hold a freaking full time job! I’m feeling sorry for myself today so excuse the pity party.

It’s twelve years today since dad died and I always get emotional and sad about everything on this day.

I just WISH I could be a t like I’ve always dreamed and not have sza and be a good person like I wanna be.

**** im crying. I’m gonna go eat my feelings.