I wish I could go back in time and stop myself from writing these crappy novels. Three years of my life pissed away on something so terrible and without any merit. I could've used that time to write books that are actually worth reading. And now I've contaminated my own name by writing these awful books, without any redeeming features. Leaden dialoge, poor descriptions, and characters shallower than a kiddie pool. I'm so despondent.