My mom invited me over tonight for one of my brother's birthdays. I managed to actually straighten my hair instead of putting it in a ponytail and even did my makeup. I wore a long sleeve top to cover my wrist so no one would ask what I did. I don't want the judgement I know would come from them, especially not at a birthday party. Good thing it cooled off tonight and I still wore shorts so no one said anything.
I feel nervous for going to my son's pdoc appointment tomorrow morning and my other son's family therapy appointment on Wednesday. I know neither is for me, but my son's pdoc used to be my pdoc when I went to the community mental health center. I know she won't say anything so why am I nervous.

T and I switched our Monday time to the morning instead of the evening, and he text me yesterday to tell me he has to make tomorrow's session 45 minutes instead of 50. Not a big deal, but still another change on top of changing it to a different time.