I am so sorry. I know how happy she made you. All you can do is cry and be sad but also feel grateful for the times you shared. Hang on. It may always feel bad sometimes but, with time, it won't feel bad all of the time. It is good that you are talking about it. Who knows how she feels and I encourage you to tell her exactly how you feel (maybe you already have) regardless of whether or not she talks. Keep in mind that long distance relationships just have really bad odds of lasting. She can get more of what she needs from someone who lives closer and she may just be the type of person who hates delivering bad news (I don't know ). Hang in there. You are a great person. I hope she explains. I hope you get her back. Hugs.