So, a little recap. I started sexting and having sex with random men several times a week. I just couldn't stop thinking about it or doing it. I did have periods of luck quitting.

FF a month or so, I decided it was dumb to give it away for free. I joined a sugar daddy website and had my first date. It was a GREAT time, much better than meet and bang. I'm going to his place Thursday and Friday.
I've backed out of three dates. I don't know WTH is wrong with me. I have two dates scheduled this week. Why can't I stop with the men☹️