HI Blue,

Please be careful.

You don't want the many headaches that can come along with car accidents, injuries, potential deaths, police involvment, insurance hassles, injury recovery, lawsuits, attorneys when others or their property are involved, etc. It can all go on and on for a very long time. You don't want this or anything like it.
Have you tried cruise control when driving when you feel like this?
Or maybe stay home to wrk at home on days like this? Trouble is, youprobably feel like driving in more than ever when you feel like this!
I like fern46's ideas about writing things down and pacing yourself while you also practice self-care. Great advice!
If your pdoc appt is a few days away, be careful and if you feel like things are "weird," as you have said to me, then please call him. What does he usually order to help you? seroquel? If so, do you have any on hand? I know you hate it. I do , too. Yet, we cannot mess up our lives by ignoring these types of mood swings.
Keep us posted!
You know you can reach me if I can help in any way.

Love Ya!
Do you have food to eat at home?
What will you do tonight with your extra energy?