I have the worst headache. I'm used to migraines, but this one is definitely a headache. At least the shaking seems a little more under control. I'm having shivers though, like my temperature is off. I'm sorry I'm whining, especially as it is my own fault for not taking the medicine. My former boss stopped in today. She said, "Can't the doctor get you in today?" And I was like, no, I'm lucky that I got an appointment and I'm not just on the cancellation list. She said, "You know better than to stop taking your medicine." I said, "I know, but at the time it seemed totally and completely logical." I'm starting to feel really depersonalized. I think that's the right term. It's definitely a dissociation type feeling. Work is stressing me out today. I feel like I can't cope. I just want to cry. I want to lay on my bed and cry and then just sleep for like 900 years. I feel like I'm losing it.