That happened years ago. I eventually ended up in a woman's shelter that had excellent counselors and groups. They helped me get sec 8 where I had my own safe apartment to retreat to, and that helped a lot. I was chosen to represent MI by PAIMI and I was able to have a voice. The state hospital I was at issued a blanket apology to patients via the newspaper, too little and too late to ever help anyone. I did get a good T who also signed and was able to over come the PTSD now it's ( just ) bipolar I deal with.