I dont know if I'm going insane and should be hospitalized. I mean in some ways I feel healthier than I have ever felt. It's just last night the chatter was going (by chatter I mean thoughts) It said meet me in the lobby (of the group home I live in) I'd be happy to see you followed by Alright Bye Bye. I dont want to be hospitalized. Maybe I need off of my meds but they are the only ones helping me sleep and without sleep I get crazy.