Thank you for your replies. I will just try to focus on being grateful for finally snagging a full-time job. I'm a little nervous because of the fact that on the same day I accepted this job offer, a temp agency offered me a year-long contract in a role that was 100% something I would have loved to do, but I turned it down due to fear of "what if". What if I turned down the full-time job doing an admin role that I know won't fulfill me, to take this temporary assignment doing a writing-related role that would fulfill me. Would I regret it? Probably. My past experience with temp agencies is that their claims of a contract's length of time is sometimes greatly exaggerated. What if, I had taken that writing related role and lost the contract a few weeks or months into it? But then again, what if I can't keep this admin role long-term either? What if by some freak circumstance, I lose this job I just got? That's a huge fear of mine. What if the temp job was the job I was supposed to take, and not the full-time job?