Thanks for all your great suggestions! This suggestion made me realize that I needed to delete a post where I referred back to some of my old posts (I have changed my username more than once when I got embarrassed/upset/whatever ). An administrator kindly did this--they are great! Our posts from our deleted accounts never go away but they are much harder to find when you change your username. You also lose all your old PMs. For me, I am fine with that--I am trying to leave the past in the past (understand it but not dwell on it). I think I have learned a lot/grown a little bit from when I first posted at PC.