Thanks for the support, everyone.

I agree that maybe I am getting manic... I left a voicemail for my pdoc around I think 4:30am this morning. Well, I left a voicemail for his useless assistant who can never get my name right. (It's not that she mispronounces it; she just calls me the completely wrong name!) I wish I could talk to HIM instead of her. She's just a pointless barrier. None of the other pdocs I've had at this office seem to have an "assistant."

Anyway, we'll see what she says. I told her about the sleep, the overwhelming thoughts, restlessness, speeding, etc.. I also mentioned that I have an appt with my pdoc on Thursday @ 9:45am. So, it's not a *huge* deal if I can't get in for an appt sooner. I just have to hold out for the next 48 hrs. In fact, a couple of members on this site recommended that I work from home these next few days so I don't do anything reckless. Thus, I am working from home until I see my pdoc. I really don't wanna drive too fast again. I "toned it down" a little by driving 85 in a 55 yesterday on my way home and NO weaving... but I suppose 85 was a bit reckless...