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Originally Posted by divine1966
Sounds like you choosing a life style that brings you way too much suffering. When you two first met did you know she wants this life style? You seem to be doing it because she wants it and because you think in theory it will make you happy too. It doesn’t sound like a life style for you imho
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Yeah I know and it isn't easy but I wouldn't be without her and know that these challenges for me are addressing issues I need to face anyway so I can either use this is a development opportunity or I can go and hide somewhere and probably miss out on the love of my life (which she is). She wasn't poly when we met but became attracted to the idea a few months ago.
Honestly I am sick of being a victim, sick of hiding from life, sick of being dominated into submission by a woman who died last year (mother).