Yes, I get concerned about talking about things that I shouldn't talk about. There are things that happen in relationships that should be kept private in order to keep the trust and show you respect them. Yes, there were problems and they made me so anxious that my reactions made it even worse. I have made progress addressing my issues and am patiently waiting to see (sometimes I address it; othertimes, I just listen) if it's enough. We all have bad days. I assume they care about me. I care about them.
I am sorry you feel no one cares.
I agree--hopefully, good will prevail.