Thanks, WC

I'll contact the pharmacist to ask about Benadryl and melatonin. The pharmacist is a really nice lady.

I cancelled my appt for Thursday, though. The lady stops checking voicemails at 2pm and I know she's not going to call me back because it's almost 12:45pm, so I just cancelled the appt and said I'm going to take some Benadryl and/or melatonin. Plus, I have a meeting w/ my boss on Thurs that I can't afford to miss, so I can't really make the Thurs appt anyways.

I know my pdoc and that lady don't care about me anyways. Plus, the lady was nasty to me the last time I talked with her!

I had to wait 6 months to see this pdoc. I was without a pdoc for a long time. I didn't even pick him as a pdoc; I asked the therapy office to hook me up with a pdoc after mine left, so it was technically an internal referral. My old pdoc actually said I was "psychotic" and told me that he called my new pdoc to make room for me. But I guess my current pdoc didn't give a f_ck because he never saw me once during that 6 month wait, nor would he talk to me during after hours calls.

So yep, they really don't give a f_ck about me. I don't expect anything less from them, though. They have never showed they cared. So I think it's pointless to complain to my pdoc about her, because they're both the same IMO.

And no, I'm not getting any work done. It sucks.