It's important to feel cared for, and for someone to notice us when we are hurting. I think that you are feeling that you don't have that, and I'm so sorry, {{{{{{Crying}}}}}}, because that place can feel very desparate and alone. Is there no place that you can find a caring therapist or other counselor to help you with some of the underlying issues that are so painful for you? We are here to talk to, also, CC, and we DO care. Your friend, Peanut

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