Please, qwerty, be kind to yourself. You have value and you're worth it REGARDLESS of other people. I feel like that's what you may want to work on... your self-esteem. You have absolutely NOTHING LESS than other people, your Age or otherwise. Please start to be kind to yourself because YOU DESERVE IT AND YOU KNOW THAT AS WELL EVEN IF IT'S DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY for what you're going through and that you're feeling lonely, but it is important to be happy and content with ourselves and NOT rely on other people for our own happiness. Of course it's GREAT if one has friends or a relationship... but that doesn't have to be your sole reason for Living. Please try to do something nice for yourself. It can be something simple like buying yourself some gifts or some food. ANYTHING THAT YOU MAY LIKE! Try to find some distractions as well if you can! As usual, feel free to PM me ANYTIME if you want someone to talk to or vent. You are important and you matter! You know that as well even if it's deep down inside you! REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE NOT AND NEVER WILL BE ALONE HERE! THAT'S A PROMISE! Hopefully we can celebrate a Virtual Party here when your Birthday comes! Let us know if you want that! I am SURE plenty of others will also GLADLY, KINDLY, WISELY and WONDERFULLY help you out as well if you just ask! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You and Her, @qwerty68, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking! PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE WISE AND YOU'RE WONDERFUL AND YOU ABSOLUTELY KNOW ALL OF THIS IS ABSOLUTELY TRUE AS WELL EVEN IF IT'S DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! I AM TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY ALL OF THIS IS HAPPENING TO YOU, MY AWESOME, KIND, SWEET, BEAUTIFUL, CARING, DEAR, GENEROUS, RESOURCEFU, WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND!