Ever since being scammed again. I've missed meds, recovering from that now. But I feel different. Less stable. I did inform my case manager I was getting depressed and that my group suggested an ARMs worker.


She's looking into a different program for me. But that means I have to give up the group I've gotten attached to. I don't know if that's a very good idea. My brain feels different and I need to get myself under control before something bad happens.


I'm telling my boss too much, I'm focusing on death and dying though I'm years away from it. I see the beginnings of certain diseases after my physical. Early stages but still wondering what will be getting me at the end of my life, and I'm too focused on that.


I'm overly stressed for no real reason. At least I don't know why I'm feeling the way I'm feeling.