Keep taking care of yourself, Aviza. I understand your struggles. I am sure you can make it through though! Are you doing Group Therapy right now? I can imagine why you'd be disappointed at having to leave that Group. However, if it's for you rown health, you may want to consider it. Can you talk about this decision with your Doctors, your Medical Team, your Nurses or your ASMRs Worker? Either way, wishing you good luck with it! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME as usual when you need advice and support or even simply someone to talk to or vent to. i am SURE plenty of others will alslo GLADLY, KINDLY, WISELY and WONDERUFLLY help you out as well if you just ask! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, Aviza, Your Family, Your Daughter, Your Mother, Your Friends, Your Doctors, Your Medical Staff, Your Nurses, Your ARMs Worker, ALL The People You Love And Care About Who Also TRULY Love You And Care About You As Well And ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking!