He has acknowledged where we got wires crossed on somethings. So, he said he has changed the way he was doing therapy with me because he thought we were moving towards terminating. I took a break from therapy this summer, but I don’t remember telling him that I was moving in that direction. So, that scares me a little. But that is a huge thing to get messed up on.

Also, he did admitted that the approach he has taken with me in like the last 6-9 months have been that of challenging me more. And maybe he needs to balance that with some
More empathy or compassion.

I just feel like there was this wall that went up this past spring, when we had a huge rupture and I am not sure I will be able to take it down. Like there is a huge amount of distrust and misunderstanding and I am not sure it can be fixed.