I am so sorry that you just can’t get anywhere with your treatment team. Since they are just so unreachable maybe once things get stable again you can look into finding a better team??

I real do fear for your state of mind, you have a lot going on at once and of course sleep is imperative to us staying stable. Does benedryl help you sleep ? Can you mange any side effects, if you have any ? Does it make you sluggish the next day?

Please please if things get worse would you consider going to the ER ? It would give you an out for work tomorrow as most employers are understanding and you could get a medical note for a couple days to cover time off.

If you do go in I fear greatly about your ability to drive safely. Driving so fast I’m sure was an adrenaline rush but it can lead to horrific consequences on many levels. If you must go into work could one of your parents possibly drive you?

I’m always here if you need a shoulder or ear.

Please stay safe