Have decided to do nothing re payment. I want to see what you do, if anything. I'm curious to know how you will handle this. I know you're not in it for the money, but you also have boundaries, and you know boundaries matter to me too. Will you text me when you notice the payment isn't there as usual? Will you just leave it, assuming I'm still struggling money wise, and ask for it next time? Will you realise it's a test or assume I have forgotten this once? I'm sorry T, but something in me is saying do this, I have never done this in my life, but this time I just have to.