I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY you're hurting, @Miguel'smom! i second the Wise and Wonderful BirdDancer's questions and I ALSO COMPLETELY AGREE WITH WHAT SHE HAS ALREADY WISELY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I EVER COULD! Was this your first session with your therapist? I am so sorry it didn't go too well. It seems like you're having some problems opening up to her. Do you feel like she may not be the right fit for you? Just some thoughts for you. Perhaps you can ask your Pdoc if you can get another one if that's the case. Perhaps you simply need to warm up to her before you can start to reveal more? In any case, please try to be honest and disclose your problems from the start. If you don't want to do that, just tell her that you don't feel comfortable telling her everything from the start and that you'd rather start with something small. Please be honest if you can. Take things one step at the time. I hope things will get better soon for you! It is REALLY GOOD that you're already taking steps to improve. Trust me when I say that! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @Miguel'smom, Your Family, Your Husband, Your Friends, Your Therapist, Your Pdoc, Your Medical Staff, Your Nurses, ALL Of The People You Deeply Love And Deeply Care About Who ALSO Deeply Love You And Care About You Deeply As Well FOR WHO YOU TRULY ARE And ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you're hurting SO MUCH, MY AWESOME, BEAUTIFUL, CARING, DEAR, SWEET, KIND, GENEROUS, RESOURCEFUL, EXPANSIVE, FRIENDLY, WISE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND!