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I'm so sorry that you're having a rough time right now, MM. I do want to share an experience. I'm definitely not doubting your experience, it's just that sometimes things can turn around.
When I met my current T about a year ago I didn't feel any attachment to her, at all. I was thinking about how awkward I felt...how was i going to tell her that I didn't really want to continue seeing her?
At the same time, I was in a severe mixed state that was heading like a locomotive into a bad depression. Time went on...I still didn't especially care for my T. I did find, however, that it was a breeze for me to be extremely honest with her. Hmm...she might be stronger and more capable than I had thought she was....
I hung with it and ended up deeply bonded to my T. I'm so relieved that I didn't leave as I had thought I would.
So what I'm saying is, can you give your new T another chance - or even a month or 6 weeks? Since you're in a bad place right now, your perceptions might not be so great.
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