Have PHP this morning and then class immediately after. I skipped class on Tuesday because I had a rough day at PHP... I had gone catatonic during group and was having a hard time recovering from it. It happened again yesterday... I hope it doesn't happen today... I really need to go to class today. I can't skip again. I have to leave PHP a little early to get to class.

I managed to shower last night. It had been about a week and a half since I had showered. It feels good to be clean but I was exhausted after. Depression is kicking my butt. I'm still having sui thoughts too. Every day. I'm being honest at PHP though and telling them where my head is at.