I hope you'll reconsider , @qwerty68... please don't go. We care about you here. You are a friend to many here. Please, PLEASE don't hurt yourself! You will be very much missed by this Board if you're gone. I PROMISE YOU THAT! I hope you'll be able to see the WONDERFUL person that you TRULY are... I'm here, friend, if you want to talk to me as well. Everyone will be glad to help in any they possibly can, I am sure. Please stay safe, my friend! STAY SAFE AND PLEASE DON'T HURT YOURSELF! Call ANYONE who may help... an hotline, an hospital... anyone. I know you're feeling pretty hopeless but please do make that one call. Just that one call for help... because you deserve to get help. You're a WONDERFUL human being and you deserve to Live. I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you can't see that because it is the TRUTH! Please, get help... your deserve to Live. You deserve to Live a Good Life. THAT'S A PROMISE! I can ensure you that the world WON'T be a better place without you... You will be missed by many, certainly here, and probably In Real Life as well. Just be kind to yourself and avoid doing anything dangerous... I beg you! I hope you'll reconsider what you're doing. I'm here if you need help. We're all here. We all want to help you. THAT'S A PROMISE! Please be kind to yourself and most importantly, STAY SAFE!