My doctor is gone for the rest of the month too. Normally not a big deal, but the fact that Creepy Doc is still head doc and I hate going there because of that + the fact that you're gone + the reason I was going in all added up to me feeling stupidly upset about it. I trust him with this stuff. I don't like the patronizing NP I had to see instead. I feel abandoned. I don't want to care. It seems so stupid. And it's not like "my therapist is away" is an upsetting thing I can bring up with anyone else without sounding crazy.
I'm still mad at you.
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