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Originally Posted by spikes
You're not a failure at all!  You did nothing wrong! This disease is incredibly challenging to live with and many people live barely getting through life because of it. Some end up jobless and homeless. Just overcoming it, having a steady job, and making it thus far is such an immense obstacle and is a huge feat that you should give yourself a pat on the back for. |
Itīs so weird because in this and many other forums i have read stories like that from people who struggled a lot more than me. But on the other side a lot of specialists and sometimes another pacients have told me that this is a "simple" disease, that is the most "easy" phsyciatric disease, that is just a matter of finding the right medication and everithing is gonna be alright. But a lot of people struggle for a lot of years, in opposition of what books says about bipolarity.
And it sucks because for a lot of year they make me feel like ****, like i didnt try enough, but then i found this forums and found out that maybe im not that bad after all.
I dont know what to beleive at this point.