That's what scares and worries me is that last time it didn't keep me safe the entire time. It did when I had constant supervision as a 24 hour sitter, but left to my own mind, just being there wasn't enough to keep me safe from myself.

H is out driving right now, and I'm sure I'll be sleeping by the time he comes home. He asked me who called earlier and I told him it was my T, but that's all I could discuss before he left. He said I was freaking out because of the full moon and Friday the 13th.