Ugh, maybe I'm crashing. I feel slowed down and groggy despite not taking my meds last night. (I literally passed out at around 8pm and woke up at 4am. I would've taken my meds if i didn't pass out.)

Whatever. I blame my f***ing pdoc's "assistant" for this. I reached out for help like I was supposed to so that I could get prescribed something to knock me down before I crashed, but I didn't get the help I needed. Now I feel like sh_t. Thanks a lot, useless woman.

I think I'm going to go back to sleep. I'm VERY tired.