I was thinking about going to group today because I'm still struggling, but what good will that do other than get me out of the house for a few hours? It's not like I'll have a chance to talk because they'll spend a whole hour trying to talk to a guy that showed up drunk or high or whatever or maybe they'll just talk to the girl that doesn't want to be talked to. Certainly they won't talk to me because why would they? I'm a hopeless, worthless piece of trash and if I could be helped I would have been helped by now.