See in my group we're supposed to start at 4 but we don't really start until 5 and then one person takes up the whole hour until it gets disrupted because somebody baked brownies or something else they're probably poisoning because we're all burdens. I should eat those ****ing brownies and maybe my wish to die will come true.

I also don't show my emotions on my sleeve. Maybe I should just cut the crap out of myself and walk in bleeding and make myself cry and maybe then they'll get it through their thick skulls I'm struggling.