Well, pdoc appt went pretty bad today. He is seriously deluded. I mean, I don't claim to be a mental health professional by any means, but I do not believe him when he says "it's normal" for people's sleep to suddenly and drastically change. Like, going from 10+ hrs a night to the equivalent of 2 a night for an extended period of time without feeling sleepy. He says "it happens even in normal people" and says that it's a "natural cycle" that people experience. Thus, my mood "couldn't've been elevated" because it is totally "normal" for even healthy people to experience sudden, marked changes in sleep that last for extended periods of time. *major eye roll*

I asked him if my therapist had talked to him, and he said yes. I then asked him what she said. (She told me exactly what she was going to say, so I wanted to see if he was bullsh_tting or lying.) He said that she observed me as being manic and then said that he "still thinks" the change in sleep "is part of a natural, healthy cycle."

I never thought he was an idiot until today. I thought he was an @ss, but not an idiot. I wasn't born yesterday.