Your frustration is COMPLETELY understandable, @Icedgem!! Please don't feel guilty for how you're feeling because it is COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDABLE! How long do you think he will be in that cast? Hopefully not for too long. Please hang in there. You're stronger than you think. I recognize that things must be REALLY HARD for you right now. Please stay safe and take WONDERFUL care of yourself. Try to get some rest when you have the opportunity to do so. Perhaps a therapist could help you to deal with your stress? If you already have one, talk to him/her about ALL of this. If you don't, consider seeing one. Remember that it won't last forever and that this situation is only temporary. Any relatives or friends than can help you and be there to assist you? Please reach out to ANYONE who can help you! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you need advice and support or even simply someone to talk to or vent to! I'll listen to what you have to say and NEVER JUDGE YOU! THAT'S A PROMISE! I am SURE plenyt of others will also GLADLY, KINDLY, WISE AND WONDERFULLY help you out as well! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @Icedgem, Your Family, Your Friends, Your Husband, Your Children, Your Relatives, Your Doctors, Therapists, Pdocs, Nurses And Medical Staffs If you Have The, ALL The People You Love And Care About Who Also Love You And Care About You As Much As You Love And Care Abou Them Who REALLY And TRULY, DEEPLY And WONDERFULLY LoveYou And Care About You For WHO YOU TRULY ARE And ALL Of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking!!