Things have been better in terms that my meds have been steady and I am now seeing my pdoc every 3 weeks rather than every week. I had been seeing him weekly for like 5 years now. The problem is the stress from the job. So it is either go part time or leave altogether. Both are scary prospects. According to our finance guy we can survive if I quit especially since we took the kids out of private school. When I made the goal of retiring at 40 it seemed crazy I never thought possible. Never thought I would have a hard time making a decision when it happened though.
Today my T recommended taking her to my pdoc appointment and let him explain things to her. She doesn’t think she will listen to her. My T doesn’t think she understands how bad my situation is. We had a long talk last night and I tried to explain it but it didn’t seem to sink in. She wants me to work 15 more years.
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