Just ****ing great. My mother has now sent an email demanding that I clarify what I mean by having complicated feelings about our relationship. I'm not upset with him, but I feel like my therapist put me in a boat with no oars and plunked me in the middle of the ocean all alone. I don't know how to answer her! "No, I can't clarify at this time" is all I've got. Why the hell did I do this? I do not want to discuss our relationship with her right now. I wish I could call him and get some help with this. I know I sound ridiculous right now, but I just can't do this.