I was disabled as a child and cloth diapered. They became a soft, warm comfort for me, and I wear now as an adult in private and at night. I still love the way they feel. I wear cloth diapers in private and would never bother anyone. I am not a baby and do not feel the need to act out in a childish manner. I would like to hear from Therapist who could help with insight to fetish, and others who have this habit. I want to wear cloth diapers and feel like there is something wrong with me for wanting to do so. I wear at night and in private around the house alone. I am afraid of being confronted by family if this is discovered. What do I say? I would also like to wear under my clothes but am afraid to. They make me feel fantastic I feel better because they are a relief for my body during masturbation and make my body feel good. Is there something wrong with me? I have become a cloth diaper lover and don’t know what to do. The magazine cover describes the way I feel in cloth diapers.