Unloading my brain on Wednesday was much needed but there’s a lot of stuff I need to get figured out. Kinda feels like I was finally able to let it all out, let down my guard, collapse and have a good sob fest about the whole mess in the last couple months.

Things have been very blurry since then, missing time , disassociating a lot !

My breathing is still a problem but I honestly don’t think I can handle anymore steroids , Bipolar wise.

That tendon that I injured in Florida is still terrible ! It’s a constant ache and then sharp shooting pains. I have full range of motion with my thumb so not much I can do besides ice , ibuprofen and keep my brace on.