Went to a state park to sit by the river and get some tranquillity. There's a gazillion places to sit here. Two teenage to young adult boys have chosen the picnic table right next to mine. One walks like he's drunk, which given my history, makes me uneasy. They are talking loudly and playing music on their phones. This sucks and it seems so rude. We're not in the city where this wouldn't bother me. We're in nature where one could presumably expect a moment of peace. I was trying to read a book about trauma. Not really happening right now.