In session today I experienced one of those totally bizarre experiences that come with DID... t asked if there was a part that could help to contain a certain memory set for a while because it was too overwhelming for the daily life parts and was derailing our progress (had been happening for a few weeks). I immediately felt slammed to the back but was still "aware"... and felt this male presence take over. I was aware of how the body was sitting in the chair and could hear the bizarre voice and speech tone/accent that was coming out of "my" mouth but my "being", what "I" was saying and how "I" was saying it was completely foreign to me. I'm not entirely sure how that come across to t but I think she was confused too. My biggest awareness was of my self confusion... of trying to speak and let T know I was there and I was actually okay, but instead having this different voice saying completely different things coming out of my mouth.
I have no idea what part of self that was. Fun fun fun.