I'm doing really well with my self improvement. I've been organizing my bookmarks and notes and wow I've been up to some shyt!

Now I just need to push myself a little harder because I've built tolerance to striving the way I am doing right now.

I'm gonna take a break, walk to the gas station (Listen to a podcast) and buy a coke. Then I'll probably go to sleep because I want to wake up early.

I'm really impressed with myself on the progress that I'm making. I may however be prone to having psychosis and anxiety with the stress but not depression anymore. I believe the self medicating helped with the support of my treatment team (My psychiatrist was saying how in tune I am with my mental illness and how I know what works for me and what doesn't).

In a few years I'll be basically completely healed as long as I keep taking my medication.