It doesn’t matter.

I just sent my therapist an email and told him the truth about everything including how low I am due to excessive stress and I also was honest about my jealousy and I told him why I was jealous. I hope I don’t get kicked out for being honest with him. But at least I told him everything that was going on and hopefully we can pick it up from there.

He’s an excellent doctor. I’m sure he can handle this.