I've been looking at some really old Dear Ts.

This was my first ever post in Dear T. I am talking to T1. I was surprised, even though logically it is unsurprising, that I was stressing about T1's inconsistencies even in my first ever post:
https://psychcentralforums.com/3814898-post403.html

Here was when I took a break from T1, right before I met my current T:
https://psychcentralforums.com/4149752-post202.html

First ever Dear T just to my current T:
https://psychcentralforums.com/4210876-post562.html

The first time I experienced connection and feeling safe and held with my current T. The moment that made my mind up not to go back to T1:
https://psychcentralforums.com/4258898-post785.html