I will not take any more psych meds. They have never helped, except for benzos from when I last saw a pdoc in early 2017 or so. They have hurt me in so many ways. At least 30 different meds over 21 years.


Melatonin is over the counter and my regular doctor knows I take it.

I live in a state where recreational weed is legal so there are tons of shops with everything imaginable. CDB is extremely expensive so I only use it when I am about 2 seconds from hurting myself, but there is no way the VA would pay for it.

I don't drink but I should probably start drinking every night until I pass out. I am old and serve no purpose so what harm would it cause?

MDD with Psychotic Features, Dysthymia, GAD, Cluster C personality traits - Not taking any meds