Ooh interesting. I have no idea what my attachment style is.

I am avoidant with most people. With my T I'm the opposite. I felt strongly about him from the beginning and have been really open about it. I'm terrified that being honest about my feelings will make him pull away. When he shows that he cares, I'm scared of what it means. I overanalyze it.

When he goes on vacation I'm sad, but I pretend to be excited. I want to think of 100 ways to make legitimate excuses to contact him, but I never would.

When we fight I'm in distress. We don't fight often though, because I can tell when he's getting a little upset and I'm practicing skills such as I statements.