Dear T: I don't know if I should tell you that my Sui thoughts are between passive and active. I'm thinking of taking steps that would lead to active but I have not taken those steps. If you are leaving me I won't tell you. I don't want you to think it's a reaction to that. I might be partly. I feel let down by the whole therapy and PDOC thing. But I just can't keep going like this. Oh and I stopped taking my AD and my AP again. IDK why. I just want to feel better and I'm not feeling better on those. If we are going to go the supplement route, maybe they will work. I just want to have something just in case that's why my thoughts are in between passive and active. I want to be able to act if I need to. I don't know if I will tell you all of this. I have until Wednesday night to decide. Kit