This is the first time I'm sharing with strangers, but I'm scared. I have been on medication (rospitril plus 2 and some others) after my last break some 1.5 years ago, and recently after discussing with my shrink, I've decided to go off medication and see how it works. The last time I had a break was in 2008-2009 almost 10 years ago, and I didnt want to remain on the medication because I believe that I can cope without it. But now that I have taken this step, I'm scared of going mad again.
I just thought that if I have some people to talk to about this, that maybe it will be okay.