Hello, Hope all are well,

I had been spacey (staring spells), and racy (racing thoughts), having a very difficult time remembering what I needed to do, debilitated in decision making, and generally anxious and restless since last Sunday.

All the little (and not so little) things I am currently dealing with finally got to me in an all consuming matter on Thursday

Thursday I was essentially at the “hospital” severity. I have only left my apartment once since Thursday, and that was yesterday, Sunday. . When I went out everything hit me all over again.

While in my apartment I have fluctuating anxiety/ restlessness/ discomfort, but it’s manageable. Although I have been cleaning obsessively and extremely thoroughly.

Has this ever happened to anyone? I’m not afraid to go outside or anything like that. I’m strangely just better at tuning everything out while in my apartment? I am usually the type to ruminate when by myself.